It’s time to Let Go | Self-Para

Cisco sat in his apartment a week after the earthquake, looking out over the city and the cleanup efforts. It felt like everyone was kicking him to the curb, when that was far from the truth. After the destruction he caused, Cisco retreated inward, listening to the degrading thoughts that came and went through his mind. Nobody wants you, anyway. Don’t you know how many people you hurt? How many people you killed? This is all your fault, Ramon. Nobody will ever trust you again. Not even those closest to you. 

He sat on his windowsill, curled up in a blanket as the rain pattered against the window. It reflected his mood, and the emotions stirring inside him. As thunder rumbled and a bolt of lightning arced across the clouds, Cisco knew what he needed to do. These people that called him friends were only putting on a face. All this time it was all an act. He didn’t feel wanted or loved by anyone, much less himself. He tossed the blanket to the floor and walked briskly to his closet, where a costume sketch was rolled up in the corner, and a dark hoodie hung for his first patrol on his way out of town. He shrugged it over his shoulders before slipping a pair of dark-framed sunglasses with yellow reflective lenses over his eyes. Slowly but surely, Cisco was becoming Vibe. It felt good, he felt powerful for the first time in forever. An almost evil smile spread across his lips as he found himself looking at his reflection.  With that, he walked out of his apartment, not sure when he might return again or what might become of him before then. He wasn’t going to look back.

abercrombiearcher:

fransciscoramon:

“Nah, it’s fine. Alcohol and I don’t really get along anymore.” Cisco said with a sly smile.

“Well, that doesn’t sound any fun.” Roy muttered, taking another swig before cocking an eyebrow. “Not seen you in a while Cisco. How you been?”

“Depressing, right? I mean, I want to drink, it’s just that I shouldn’t right now.” Cisco remarked as he watched the man. “Yep, long time no see. I’ve been around. Busy with uh, stuff. What about you, Roy?”

rathawayxhartley:

fransciscoramon:

Cisco could feel his face get hot, starting with his ears and quickly spreading throughout his neck and face. “No.” He looked down and dug his foot into the gravel, hoping the redness wasn’t noticeable. “You can’t keep saying all of these degrading things. It will just make me angry and probably will result in you on your ass or something being thrown at your ugly mug. Maybe even both.” Cisco said with a sly smile. “You never really know.”

Hartley smirked, reaching forward and stroking Cisco’s cheek. “It’s offensive when you say that my sexual preferences are degrading, Cisquito.”

Cisco tensed as Hartley’s hand came in contact with his face. “No, not your sexual preferences. Things about my mind being inferior and all that crap.” He sighed, just barely leaning into the man’s hand before pulling away.

rathawayxhartley:

“Whenever. You’re the boss.” The words caused Hartley to wince slightly but kept a straight face. “What are your conditions? And if you say handcuffs and ropes I completely accept and maybe if I get really naughty you can spank me.”

Cisco could feel his face get hot, starting with his ears and quickly spreading throughout his neck and face. “No.” He looked down and dug his foot into the gravel, hoping the redness wasn’t noticeable. “You can’t keep saying all of these degrading things. It will just make me angry and probably will result in you on your ass or something being thrown at your ugly mug. Maybe even both.” Cisco said with a sly smile. “You never really know.”

Going Rogue | Open

notpurple-violet:

Violet rolled her eyes with a smile and took the key. “Ew, you’re so gross.” She thought for a moment. “Hold up. If you had the key in your pocket and you weren’t planning on saying bye how exactly were you planning to give me this grossly affectionate and punny key?”

“You know you love it.” He laughed. “I was going to drop it off at Oliver’s I figured you probably are around there quite a bit.” Cisco dug his shoes into the gravel, trying to think what Violet might do next. His lame attempt at trying to read the girl he’d just met less than a year ago.

Going Rogue | Open

notpurple-violet:

Violet nodded, kissing his cheek. “I trust you. Just next time let me know.”

“I’m sorry. I will.” He smiled. “I’ll see you in a few days, okay? Here’s the key I made you.” Cisco pulled a purple key from his pocket and held it out to her. He watched her face with a geeky smile plastered across his face.

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